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Sunday, October 7, 2007

Feelings lo.

Well finally its towards the end of the year and i see my life passing again. Well what have i done this year. Guess not much. Got hurt.. hurted others.. well life's not perfect. Well so am i... but i guess its time like this that really gets me going to think that maybe i could have done something more with myself than i could have. I guess i disappointed some people. I gave promises that i couldn't keep. I gave my word to do stuff that i did not do. Sorry seems hardly the appropriate word at times like this. I wonder if things had been different if i went that day... i wonder. Well i wonder a lot of things. And this meaningless existence is one of it. If i was suppose to do something big. The order is not here yet. Here i want to apologize to the feelings i have hurt, to the ones whose feelings i have ill heartedly trampled. I have been a jerk to you guys and im sorry. Even though its hard to believe. I really am.

~ Haih feels kind of relaxing to get it all out but do i really have the guts to post this out~
~ I DO!!~

1 comment:

Leech said...

Hey no nid to be so hard on urself.. u're oni human, and human make mistakes. I'm vry careful my choice of words but i still manage to hurt people when i open my mouth its oni natural... But the most important is that u learn from all ur mistkes n not to repeat them again, then u'll b a better person that u were the day b4.

Remember that apologies oni works for 'that' many times b4 it loses its effect... so dun use it so often.